Just for a While

Pull the oars
And let us afloat;
Lie back on board
And bask in the sun.
Just for a while.
Forget the pain
And let me kiss you;
Play make-believe
And savor the lie.
Just for a while.
Before we reach
The shore of reality
Where we've chosen
Different sand to step on.


Cork, Ireland
Aug 11, 2010
12:07 pm

PROJECT ANDDY - 02

My theme, as always, is based on nature perspective..since nature has always been the source of reflection..of joy, sorrow or even Pain!!!

Project Alex 02: SPIRAL

Kawat berduri melilit dan menggantung tetapi, aku tidaklah mati…
Aku hidup karena tidak bisa merasakan sakit, mengapa? aku bisu!
Sepatah kata seperti beban berat; Ingin menancap paku tetapi
tanah terlalu jauh dari pijakan. Meludah tak sampai basah,
menusuk kulit seperti terbius tengah-tengah bercinta sepah.
Binalnya kawat berduri melilit habis, tebas api dan angin, meraung.
Satu persatu tiap sengketa tumbang bagai rumput patah tulang.

Yang disebut sebagai mayat adalah bukanlah yang terpaku diam
tetapi, kepada yang hidup namun tak berujar dan bersikap.
Matinya hidupmu adalah kelopak yang tidak mau berkembang,
walaupun sinar memperkosanya tetapi tak satu pun helai
yang rontok dari pijakan. Tak runtuh dari rajam dan tusuk.
Aku adalah yang bukanlah mayat tersebut. Lihatlah! Aku masih
diam tak berucap tetapi, mataku berotasi dan nafasku membelah
debu-debu di bawah dan angin-angin di sekitar. Meraung anjing.

Semakin lama kawat berduri menjilati seluruh lapisan leherku,
Aku tidak merasakan sakit, hanya dapat mendengar endapan
pori-pori kulit mendefinisikan arti kata bebal dan sontoloyo.
Menerima setiap suapan nasi basi dan sampah busuk dari semua
yang berlalu lalang--yang tidak bereaksi melepaskan ikatan--
hanya memberikan makanan, tanpa memberikan minuman.
Aku bukan hiburan! Aku bukan hiburan! Aku butuh disanggah!

Ah! Aku bisa gila! Kawat berduri ini semakin membuatku meringis
karena aku buta, karena aku tuli, karena aku bisu!
Semua hal tentanglah pintu yang menjadi masa depan,
dari pelepasan hukuman gantung dan juga, dari
segala macam mati rasa dan kepala batu.

4 Agustus 2010
SPIRAL
MOONSTONE

PROJECT ALEX 02: Dear Destiny..

Hey sweet destiny..
Don't you play tricks on me!
Just dance with me,
Under the fullmoon in a midsummer night..

Wrath of anger might be envious,
Alas, that's what he always do..
Let him burried deep in rage,
So he'll weep..weep in vain..

A masquerade in disguise..
Might be a charming fellow..
Or a gorgeous lady..
Who am I to decide?

Let me just dance with sweet dear destiny..

Novenia - 27.04.2010 - 23.36

PROJECT ALEX 02: PATAHLAHATI

Mari, tikamlah jantungku!
Pastikan detaknya tiada
S’bab sakit itu
Sayat lukalukaluka
S’tiap tarikan nafasku.
Enggan lagi ‘tuk rasa.
Hancur kini kedokku;
Cukup sudah purapura.
Bunuh aku…
Lekas!

April 18, 2010
21:13

PROJECT ALEX 02 -The Essence of Heart

Essence of Heart!

Romeo:

Yes Its me..

Again..

Wording out loud in the open

Uttering the voices that can’t be heard by your mind.

To speak loud & clear, to make you hear of what my mind wants to say…

It’s just about this Romeo that need perfection

Life, breath, dream and hope

Not to mention the spirit lies within

To embrace true soul of your piece of heart

Can’t it be a dream in the sun???

Juliet:

Oh, is it you?

No it can’t be…

I swear upon the universe, that this can’t be!

This is, whatever this is, it is not true!

Perhaps, perhaps, I am going mental as the voices become blurry each second…

My heart…

She becomes weak and fragile every time your soft voice linger

Alas, your enduring silence holds me back all this year!

I was there at the corner of your heart,

Wanting, waiting and withering…

And now you dare to utter those cruel words that have kept me in the dark all this time?!

Romeo:

Cruel it is then..

When the soft tender voices that try to embrace thee..

The whole idea is simplicity of heart…I want you to be the beholder of my half soul

But you broke it into pieces of scattered dream..hanging up high

where no hand could reach

What I have is pure yet earnest.

But why I’m bleeding now, being pushed and derelict?

Juliet:

I did not pushed you!

How dare you punish me with those cruel and cold words to me!!

Breaking every inch of my bones, of my heart, of my soul…

I used to linger for your touch, for your voice, for your kiss

But now the ghost inside of me detest you!

Now after years of yearning, you are not the Romeo I hoped for…

Romeo:

Yet even those words..even those last words

I will wait for thee..even deep in my hatred

My sincere heart will remains..loving thee bit by bit

Second each second..drop by drop

Pieces by pieces..

My tender heart is as certain as death

As eternity as the Flame of Syeol

…my love will remain.

6 March 2010

Written by Anddy Steven & Deisha

Alex Theme 02

Here is my new theme.. Inspired by Theater, mask and all of things... I choose this picture as our next theme ^^ ha8